A RENYA TALE
Living the Life of
Change, Trust, and Gratitude
Dedicated to living the
Power of Here and Now
My 2005 reliable Hyundai
Elantra has surely served me well for 8 years.
From August 2012 to April 2013 it was my home
as I free spirit traveled cross-country.
Towards the end of my solo
travels, I met Ran. Exploring new
adventures with this honorable, generous, gracious man is a precious gift. Just as my journey cross-country was
life-changing, now my transformation continues through the power of
partnership.
Our love of travel and
appreciation of simple mindful living
have catapulted us into a wonderful
rhythm together.
On January 17th, I drove to Los Alamos Motor Vehicle Division with a Connecticut license and departed bearing a New Mexico license and plate. I am an official New Mexico resident living in the ‘Land of Enchantment.’ What a perfect fit for me!
Living in high desert wilderness
is amazing! I feel such deep oneness
with Ran and this sacred land.
Throughout the years, I have said many times that my spirit resides in
the southwest. Now that I am here, I
know this to be true. My soul is so at
home here. Looking out as far as I can see in any direction from our tiny house,
I behold canyon, mountain mesa, terracotta-tan-brown toned earth. Free range cows are a common sight. Walking this
desert landscape reveals tracks of birds, various species including raven and
pinion jays in abundance, rabbit, coyote, badger and mountain lion. Lizards and snakes are also at home here. Sage, cactus, pinion, and juniper grace the 62-acres
of intentional community.
Sunrise- sunset- night sky is a feast of magnificence
As the song lyrics goes,
there is time for every season, and this is my season to co*create and seed my
dreams. So it is here in Abiquiu, New
Mexico among many flourishing artists that I am setting down roots. I am practicing the art of discipline in
writing my book and designing handcrafts, as well as visioning, rebuilding and
expanding RENYA CREATIONS. While doing
so, I am getting to know my neighbors, making my gifts and skills known and
cultivating temporary work opportunities in support of my simple lifestyle needs.
The rocky road driveway leading
into this community called
‘Village of the Shining Stones’ is 2-½ miles long.
My journey on the road has led me to a place of rooting and the time draws near for me to release my gypsy mobile. With exception to its occasional uncovering to allow the engine time to run awhile and sometimes take it for a brief spin around the village, it has been parked under a car
cover for months. ‘Village of the Shining Stones’ is 2-½ miles long.
The decision of letting go is never an easy one. On one-hand, I view selling my
car as a challenge because it's paid off and in great shape. During my cross-country journey, I invested into
it far more than its blue book value (new brakes, tires, suspension and
steering components, radiator, and timing belt).
On the other hand, I find
that I must remain true to the continuing practice of living in and trusting each moment. When I focus on the present, I know that it
is time to release that which no longer serves me. If I were to focus on the future instead, I would
be drawn into the saga of ‘WHAT IF?’ What
if something should happen tomorrow causing me to second guess or regret my decision. Basing today’s decisions on the wonderment of
tomorrow is enabling fear to have its way of holding me back from being true to
here and now. The core fibers of my truth is that everything, no exception, comes from the God Source Universe and that level of trust continues to be the practice I am living with every breath and every step.
Jobless since August,
2012.
Living remote; mainstream
job opportunities are a good distance away.
Have exhausted the money I
stretched well during my travels.
Been paying car insurance for
months and have hardly driven my car since April 2013.
I require money at this
point far more than a car.
I am clear, it is time to
let go and trust. I am in total peace
with the decision. My approach to this
chapter in my journey is not a loss, but rather a new beginning. I am ready to take action. Tending to both inner and outer action is the
key to victorious manifesting and so I begin.
My ideal prayer of intention goes out to the Universe. “Creator, unite me with a resonant
buyer. An honest person who will
immediately recognize my car’s worth.
The one who will offer the fair price I am asking for. My objective is not to have to weed through several
potential buyers, but rather call forth directly the person for whom my car
will serve the most. Let this happen
quickly and easily so I need not pay another month of car insurance. I now let go and let God Creator Universe go
before me and prepare the way to assist me for my greater good and the greater
good of all. So be it.”
Now for my outer
action. I turn to Craigslist. After all, Craig is my last name so it seems
the right direction to go.
On January 23, 2014, I posted:
Looking for a great used car well cared for?
There was a long list of
other cars listed for sale the day I posted my ad. Seeing this could have been cause for doubt
messing with my mind, questioning whether I’d be able to sell my car as quickly
and easily as I envisioned. Instead, I
held strong to my knowing and trust that with God and the Power of Focused
Intent Everything Is Possible. Every day I affirmed, aligned, and energized
my prayer. When I sealed my prayer and
let it go, I meant every word and remained vigilant to the awareness of my
thoughts.
In the power of
manifesting, this is the point in which trust or fear enter and play out. Every thought we think creates our
reality. To quote a wise friend and
spiritual teacher, Geoffrey Bullington, “every thought is a prayer and every
prayer is a thought answered.” At first,
these words may sound like a riddle. However,
the deeper they are understand, practiced, and integrated, the greater and
richer awareness grows into how the universal principle of cause and effect
opens the doorway to conscious manifesting.
January 28 - I
received the first Craigslist response to my ad from a potential buyer named
Patricia. Immediately upon receiving her
email, my heart felt the flutter of knowing that her inquiry was the answer to
my prayer.
January 29 - Ran & I
drove to Espanola, which is only 30 minutes away from Abiquiu. I was so excited
I probably could have skipped there! Meeting Patricia was much more than a sales
transaction. It was a meeting of two
seeming strangers becoming instant sisters, expressing mutual needs through
honesty, exchanging ease and grace through kindness and friendship. The best deal of all! A mutually supportive one! I am quite excited to have magnetized the
ideal buyer in such a short period of time and a new friend! Tomorrow is the
day of celebration, of money and title exchange, of both parties receiving what
they asked for, and feeling really good about it. It’s all about the power of resonant
connection!
IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE!
Why wait 'til tomorrow?
It’s
decided.
~ Ran & I head to La Cocina
for a pre-sale lunch ~
Lamb tacos –
yum!
&
a toast to a mutually fulfilling manifestation well done!
January 30 – Today is car sale day. Patricia and I are both pumped up to
meet again. During the last couple of
days getting to know one another, we discovered other reasons the Universe has
brought us together in addition to the sale of a car. It turns out that Patricia desires to create
the possibility of relationship again. I
know that process well. A year ago, I
was there myself. Having manifested a beautiful, resonant, relationship into my life, I have
supportive insight and experiential tools about manifesting our dreams that I can share. It turns out too that I
want to learn Spanish and now have a potential teacher.
Words from Patricia:
“I would like to thank you and Ran for all that you
have done for me
to make this
sale such a pleasant experience.”
As Patricia and her
daughter-in-law, Reina, drive away in a much loved and cared for car, I walk
through the doors of my bank with a deposit slip in my hand giving gratitude
for this smooth, easy, amazing manifesting experience.
IT’S
CELEBRATION TIME AGAIN!
In the spirit of honest,
open, balanced action and the joy of completion, Ran & I are off in his
White Rhino truck heading for Mamacita’s in Abiquiu for a fabulous veggie
deluxe pizza. Another yum and another day to celebrate! Oh yeah.
A
note in retrospection:
There
are so many stories in the world about people taking advantage of people,
people not trusting people, people ripping people off, people hurting people.
It’s such a debilitating way to live that cuts us off from one another. Instead of this fear-based thinking and sad misuse
of energy, I choose instead to interact soul-inspired with my heart open and
keenly aware. I suppose because of this,
I have built a deep trust in people all my life, and live by the power of wisdom
that what you think, feel, and extend out is what you receive back. It’s the way of the Universal Law of
Reflection and I’m extremely grateful to be trusting it, living it and
spreading it.
written on Feb.
1, 2014